today, is Monday, my 5th week in new company. I declared i'm now 1 month old in this company.

this morning, i started off my day with a congratulation note to myself for able to survive here for a month.

it is not easy here. a totally diferent environment, culture, working style from where i was coming from. i'm very stressful here.but if u ask me do i feel regret for making this move, this decision, i will tell you firmly, No, i didnt.

being an always positive me, or if you would like to call it naive, i'm finding thousands ways to convince myself, i'm not at the worst even though i'm facing lots lots lots of challenges and obstacles.

challenges are something send by the God, as a mean to test or act as a reminder to us. in my current case, i found both in it.

A test, to test if i am mature enough to handle all the situations by myself with my experience for being a human for 27 years and also being a working adult who has been working for 5 years, who earned a little bit recognition in the previous workplace.obviously, i'm still working hard to achieve something i thought i could achieve. and that is also why i can feel ton of stress is on me.

As a reminder, to remind me how blessedness i am.whenever i'm in dilemma, i have my family members who support me always with their love, especially my mom. She listens to all my complaint whenever i call and try to advise me in her way. And, there is the other person, who is now become the most important person in my life, my husband.

He, always be the one that listen to me day and night, repeatedly, the same problem during the time i have problem dealing with my works.No matter in what mood he is, whether being frustrated by many other things, or facing problems with his own work, he surely will render all his support to me. Advise me, tolerate with me, hand-hold me...

Is really true that challenges send by the God is also a reminder. Without that, most of the time i'm just easily blinded by other things, until i forgot to cherish what i am having, especially LOVE from my husband.We may not 100% loving everyday and night, but one thing i can be sure is, he is always there whenever i'm in dilemma.

I want to say Thank U to him here although he may not see this. Thank U, dar from the deepest in my heart.

Being positive,i have 2 stories to share which i always remind my husband also. 1 is chinese idioms and the other 1 i read from somewhere.

Let me share it other day. 5.19pm already, need to continue some works before tomorrow comes!